2015

petalglassjade


a walk through the park

Everywhere is walking distance if you have the time. ~Steven Wright


Delusion: Deep in Illusion
2015
petalglassjade

  Whenever I remember a certain person, I have visions of Vincent D'Onofrio's character in the movie, "the Cell."  In his mind, he is God, and all subjects submit to his will.  I am not sure if that is really the case, me being not himself... or his shrink.
Some people may argue that I have this innate gift of going inside other's people's minds. I affirm that in my few attempts at looking into other people's intentions, I have been right. I do not fancy doing such things regularly. My own mind is already a complex connundrum of oneiric manifestations. In fact, there is not an instance of recalling a dream without having me shed a tear.  What more entering into other people's sick minds. It is enough to make you hurl for weeks.
Fortunately, I have developed the good sense of disconnecting from such weirdos and thus I am spared from chronic nausea and vommit. Sadly, some people whom I care for do not, and as much as I want to extend my help there is just so much one can do. I suffer when they suffer. They have let me in and I am inside them. I have let them in, and I am inside me. At some point in our parallel existence, we are (or are reminded that) one.  If this what shape-shifting is, then it is what it is.  As I have said before, I am vapor...


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